Cured My Panic Disorder by the Neuroscience of Meditation

My out of body travels into exhilarating spiritualleaves; crystal clear spring waters cascading
realm experience [ Articles : Main ]over… dark…deep covered rocks. The sound
Sample chapter of my book entitledof the flute blessed existence as a whole, and the
' The Two Psychological Tools That Determinemusic of the harp gathered the smell of musk,
Failure or Success'daffodils, eucalyptus and lavender of angelic
Cool summer time - during my terrifying momentpresence…. Butterflies glittering with vivid
of panic disorder, I found rest and healing in thecolours; fleeting around, below and above the
spiritual science of meditation. As I craved to goentire sacred island.
beyond bodily form, and into spiritual realm ofI felt such a deep sense of peace, nourishment
consciousness, I discovered the possibilities ofand nurture… I was so safe once and for all. As
bizarre out of body travels.I looked over head, at the great expense of the
I consulted few authentic books of out of bodyblue sky directly over head…..I saw a light
projection, and learnt form experienced out of…shimmering oscillating light from the heavens
body travellers to ensure it is safe and harmless. Iabove me… the sound of sweet flute continued,
was scared at the beginning, but only afterand the harp mystic sound appear to come from
experiencing hundreds of sessions of differentabove, from the shimmering light, far above in
types of meditation, was I ready for out of bodythe blue high sky. As I watched with reverence,
travel.the light shone stronger, intensely bright as it
This was something I never believed in, being aexpanded over the island in the middle of the lake.
philosophy graduate, I needed justification, butThe light begun to descend toward me, as it
then I realised there are things that cannot begently descend very slowly, down, and down…
explained, and can only be experienced, and ifas the sound of both flute and harp continued
they are going to be explained, it will take time toplaying its hypnotic music.
prove scientifically that out of body travels can beI suddenly became aware of a very round orb, a
proven. I realised that my intellectual bigotryround sphere, oscillating with trillions of rainbow
arrested and hijacked both my emotionalcolours of light, shimmering sparkling sphere of
intelligence, and my spirituality.light….falling in slow motion toward me, down…
Read what happen to me during an amazing outdown… down…this huge sphere, huge orb of
of body experience.coloured light.. it is so beautiful…the surface
I went away for a weekend retreat at theseems to shimmer and sparkle… sparkling
monastery called buck-fast abbey in Devon. Itrainbow colours fleeting and moving across its
was spring time. I was warmly welcomed by thesurface. I felt such a sense of awe, wonderment,
monks, showed me the way to my bedroom,and joy filling me… for I realised inside this
and was given a little tour around the abbey, asorb… is my angel… flute and harp harmonized
well as a brief instruction that I was given to bethe entire experience,
aware of their timetable for prayers, breakfast,I sat down in yogi position on the green meadow
launch, afternoon tea, and supper. The first day, Ipasture as a baby looking and feeling ever so
wanted to deepen my meditation; I drifted intojoyous of this angelic presence, pulsing with
hours of meditation, both sitting and walkingradiant energy, colours, and warm breeze, landed
meditation.right before me, right before my own eyes, it's
OUTSIDE: The yellow gold sun, and it' oscillatingnow in front of me…. … … the way of a
light, the earth dressed with green pasture, rivers,flower opens to the morning sun… the top of
ponds, meadows, mother nature landscaped,the orb begins to open… … like a great clusters
spreading animal farms and sublime colours shoneof oscillating particles of silver blue, pink and white
from below and above, at night the mooncolours… opening fully, and within a centre is…
glittered with silver light, skies filled with clustersmy angel… my Holy God, I for the first time of
of stars. These four nature's beauty reflects amy existence, felt an infinite love… an infinite
divine design of an artist background tapestry incompassion… radiant from this light, this angel,
which "Outer World" life on earth is the bride.As the mystic soft music of the flute and harp
INSIDE: My conscious self and soul self in discord,played along, the voice of the angel spoke with
my mind, feelings, my body, my soul reflect mysame sound of both flute and harp, ever so
own imperfect design at the time of my beginninggently, saying.. I am you dear one. Me? I
meditation, in which my '' inner world'' become amurmured with awe and reverence. Yes dear
divided piece of puzzle seeking union with theone, I am you… your yearned for my presence
divine designer. As my meditation deepened, thefor long time, your thoughts manifested me by
pieces of my own design begun to converge,your earnest desire to find your real self. I am
thought and feelings, body and soul reunites withthee… you have travelled a long way… and I
the bride, sun and moon, landscape and stars.shall manifest your dreams according to your
I hear a sound of serene music, far and beyondearnest desire, thoughts, beliefs, faith, and action,
this world, the flute of a master, and the sweetsaid the angel. Continue in your spiritual path, live
harp of the angels. Over sudden, I hear a soundyour dreams, and remember that I am thee, I
of a river boat, as it gently touch the veryam a whisper away from thee.
shoreline, as I climbed with a feeling ofI wake up, and returned to my physical world
reassurance, I knew I had the right to a tripastonished at the spiritual revelation as I returned
toward a very special island in the middle of thehome from the retreat house feeling totally
lake.transformed.
The sound of sweet flute and harp amplified theStrange, bizarre, real, imagined, whatever a
lake. As I stepped out of the boat, the strongsceptic says, the experience will always remain
rainbow colours of mist over the small islandsubjective, and mine. The only way to discover it
begins to thin; mystic music of the flute and harpis to experience it. smile
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